Lavender is not GREEN..it's VIOLET(^_^)

starting all oVER aGAin

2011-04-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

what should i say....im starting all over again...hopefully....have lotsa story to tell and lotsa things need to burst out....

p/s.....i dunno if my liife gettin better or worse....will post more rajin2 later eheheh

RM35 that made the world ROXXX!!! I LOVE YOU JAY SEAN

2010-10-10T07:16:00.000-07:00

last raya erm ..during nana's open house, we bought 2tickets to the NIGHT OF THE ACES!!!! the world tennis players came to Malaysia!! er....actually its Nana's idea since Martina Hingis is also around..so i guess ok la kot..maklum la our buffday kan same hehehe..minat je lebey...main bkn pndi pun time zmn2 skul dlu...

masuk je a lot of people the worst part was we are not allowed to bring any drinks inside..erm..br je beli air mineral RM2 sebotol lak tu..aiyo abang..manyak mahal wo...tup tap tup tak xdpt bwk masuk..pergh.....menyirap je la..nasib la tahan sabar huhuh...but seriously entertaining gle..nice shoot then they were funny xspecially Goran huhuuhu big shock!!!bsebaloi bayar RM35!!! ANNA KOurNIkoVA tu...GILER LA SKINNY and not fit as MArtiNA HingIS..ayu2 gitu..

BUT the best part is...they got JAY SEAN performance babe!!! instead of 3 songs he sang 7 songs....pergh ..TERBAEEKKKK..he is a fair skin guy..humble...nice voice...beautiful person....bisa gugur jantung gue

p/s.......actually Nana dont even know the tennis player except Anna...she wanted to go just becuz JAySEan making the special performance..bkn die je....almost smue kat stadium tu pun same hahahah

MENULIS@writing

2010-10-04T17:48:00.000-07:00

aku mula menulis lagi..tp how ah????cuz now im working im no longer a jobless student but by the way....since when student tu jobless???working la tu cuz kan commitment with books...aigo....

p/s......at home cuti 4 days...will go back to kl 1750hrs ni erm...bibik balik dulu ya si kembar hahahha

a year that gone and the bless that came in

2010-05-31T09:13:00.000-07:00

what will you do when i lost ur hope before and all come in a day?/what a bless huh??duno what to say since its midnite now and i need to sleep but i do promise u and me..i'll write abt it later...my dear poor blog....i never forget about you only the time that constraint us apart...

p/s......pergh...ayat manis punya

how CHI saved my life...

2010-02-23T05:02:00.001-08:00

3 chinese guys taught me a lot....

1st ....26 years old..working in banking and investment sector..oversea graduated...sabahan chinese..workaholic to death<3am>...he letme see on how the guy from a very playful guy to a very committed and determination to survive in the real world of financing..owned a condo in damansara and open minded towards my childish behaviors...he is a nice guy just the point of his life is to get promoted this year!!hahah<-----a bit sad sometimes lookin at him still working eventho he got sick..

2nd...25 years old....self employed as he failed his SPM and the willingness to gained experience led him to Singapore and became the bartender...he is very gentle to everyone..just a bit hard to be understand but still bukan jenis ambil kesempatan ah...not hamsap guy la...he graduated from Stamford using his own money that he earned working in Singapore b4....now he is applying to work in the UK using the holidays working visa for 2 years in UK....what he taught me was....failed in study doesn't mean u will fail in everything..once u got will to learn..then HE will show u the way...

3nd...31years old guy...keep saying he failed his stpm but still can owned a condo in KL....see???crazy these people..when he asked me my expected salary...this year..another 5 years ..and so on...i just realized that i left many things behind me....he teach me a lot..on how to handle a life and be more focus in achieving anything u want in your life.....made me think......too much thinking................

what had i done in my life?.....apa harta yg ada?....smua?rumah?kreta?duit?apa yg ada???????

p/s................................i had nothing and still owned nothing....i need to save my life!!!

focusdistraction.my

2009-11-02T19:03:00.000-08:00

done with two papaers for my final but still have another ways to go..went to the library this morning end up i cant even read a paragraph at all...am losing my focus...tired sick and almost hopeless...i wanna go home. thats all.......

p/s............hate

LIBRARY.GLASS.CROWDED!!!<--memory need to be deleted.

2009-10-27T19:51:00.000-07:00

lebri level 1?=crowded!!!!!
lebri level 12?=crowded!!!!!!

adus....what happen? ya la final mah...gettin stressed on ...almost insane sda ni...people keep coming to the library since dorang pun lebih kurang ja like me...if at home..damn hell in my head i just cant stop thinking main game kalo xpun..tidur..apalagi kan...aiyo...i have a special story about our library specially when it made all around glasses..sounded like glass house ah? sort of..but from here there is lotsa inspiration actually..trutamanya sepa2 yg tgk sepa2 yg dorang admire la lalu lalang hahahah like me...past 2 years ago huhuhu wanna tell you but still lotsa work to do..

p/s.....i still can see him here...same as before..at the library..tru d glass (-.-)....just next a few tables to be exact<----mentality distruction!memory wish to be deleted!

LOST in TIME

2009-10-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

how many months that passed? lately i dun even know what and how to think straightly...relationship,friends or study....hell yeah...no internet+losta works+study+presentatiom+PBL+tests=FINAL! next week! this final year killing me..i even sleep during my birthday eve and full packed classes by 10 hours direct on my birthday!a slice of cake was the treatment...my bestfriend, AIDEEL...erm....i lost him during this time.

p/s....i did celebrate raya alone in Malacca .....what happen?should tell u later cuz am in my class now!

Missing home…it sucks!!!!

2009-07-30T10:17:00.000-07:00

It is sux when I realize am missing lotsa idea of writing in the other way round I didn’t write any from my blog as I was so busy eventho am not..funny huh? I dunno y I hav lotsa idea to write it on but I just keep losing it..terutamanya bila internet is not part of my daily life anymore..anyway….my housemate got 3g hp and what makes the life better is celcom starting to do some kind of prepaid broadband. Helloooooo……. They got it..sy pinjam ja and tumpang topup ahaha anyway..amir now back to work at his bro's cyber café..i started to get more and more….CHEAP and FREE access ..ahhahaha..gud for me huh?

Anyway …its 14 days after I off back tomalacca from sabah..i started to miss home ody and my nephew, eirfan eusoff so much..eventho dia itam nie keekek..

Too many conflicts within 6months period away from the friendship strings made me almost lost in many things that HAPPENED…a few of my CLICK having those times of SHAKING relationship and a few of them broke up..it doesn’t mean that they are sux kor what ..it just a matter of time and feelings mix a lot with unpredictable CONDITION..fuiyo..terms& condition apply hahahah…anyway..for those yg single again..trust ..in FAITH…<----bkn faith hill ar ..

p/s….alah bkn kita single sebab apa pun..KITA YANG JUAL MAHAL actually ahhahahahha

As one in a PERFECT ways..

2009-06-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

As what I believe am getting lazy to write on my blog eventho thres lotsa things that happen to me ..i dunno why…when people talking about how in the age of 20's can makes people feels like on the top of the world, I heard a lot on realization that 20's is a world of searching on what and how you decide and make yourself to the top..

I know my hot tempered attitudes will makes people runaway from me even if its not now maybe later this kind of things might be happen..so..its so attracted me when I online today..i found that aideel used 'UR MY ANGEL' to resembles his feeling to his gf..he is my best friend and a brother to me..am so happy to see him happy just like now.. And I like to make a mess..just to make another stressing conversation..should I say that I love this kind of conversation? Hahahah hey! It is an eye opening anyway..its a share of thought and different opinion ..make it simple..nah..its another way makes the perspectives gettin larger ..he tried very hard to explain on it..the funny thing is I get his idea but he still thinking I didn’t get it right..nah..padan muka sapa suru cakap sy panas baran ..sllu pms in control kunuk!amik ko!panas sendiri..hahaha

Then it became more thinkable when angel..nice kind…that pple must be perfect..but is that perfect in what way? In a kind way? In a lovely way?...i dunno what all of u will think but for me..a PERFECT means..

once u make a mistake..u admit it on how u make it.
u says sorry when u know u r d one dat makes that thing wrong
U obey when u should
U stop when u asked to do so
And u admit that you are NOT a perfect person….

That’s how makes people perfect in my eyes….

p/s….it is only my thought about it..i not forcing you to believe it but what about to give a chance to think about it?...doesn't it sounds to perfect when you are NOT PERFECT (^_^)~

the missing MAY

2009-06-07T07:55:00.000-07:00

what do u think when u find out that u missed out a day in ur life?....nah gave u a huge headache huh?!

i think..n surely think that i missed a month in my life..i dunno what happen in May and what am doing that time..maybe should i say..i dunno what am done in May..kindda weird but the truth is yes..they will be a day that u miss it and it just tru by and its more like a dejavu in the future..nah..i know some of the people think there is no such thing as dejavu but it is true! almost daily i will think like "heh..seems like am at this situation before..am i?" ...its not only a day..come on! i missed a month in my life!..

today, while im watching the tv i was thinking..heh..i have lotsa things to say in my blog but i just cant remember any of that..actually its after i read en.ahmad taufik blogs..this man rich with the language..love his wordings..and reading Budak Hutan blogs also insipred me a lot but am not gud in words..i mean not gud wording it into all those lines..my writing sux! hahah....so..i list down whatever i can remember that happened in MAy

its a labor day..so holiday la kan...keke
i busy with my new nephew..hey! hello! am org gai tanpa gaji ok...ahhah
too bored till i read back all my fav novels n books..
am rushing to filled nad finish my log book for my practical semester
i have no ideaon the day that mr.MARiUS will come to see and visit me at the office for the practical trainning period...
when i think i like someone...
31st may...kaamatan..i love kaamatan! hafal ba lagu sayang kinabalu ..erk...my nephew aqiqah actually..damn hot whether dat day..crowded and in here at my place..aqiqah is more like wedding day! bukak canopy lagu ba..punya la...
i cant remember any other in MAY

p/s: ......i think am losing my memories..now its been 38 days...

all things happened in APRIL!~

2009-04-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

AprIL will be the full packed of month i ever been..nah..see! told u am off busy cuz i have a new job as a baby sitter, a gud staff, a lazy gal and a lost gal..

1st APrIL..
its ALIMP birthday today..actually i have lotsa thing to do..n i overslept that nite (sedangkan suda janji nie mo jd org pertama yg wish)..then when he texted me the next morning i pretend that i want to be the last person to wish for that dy hahahha..its APRIL FOOL but we all have lotsa things to do..huh..what a bad day..p/s...late came to work

4th ApRiL
this morning was the very happenig day in my life..i woke early that day by hoping to go out for futsol early <----trip2 mo warming up awal2,,mo score 5 gol> kekekke like my routine, 8am will be my TIME AREA cuz am wathing RACHaEL RAy ShOw every WeeKends..

at 11 am my sister fara told my mum that she might have food poisoning since she went to the toilet every single minutes..mum gets nerved..me takut suda mcm gila..told her to go to the hospital ASAP since her due just around the corner..she so stubborn. once ja dia bangun mo p toilet! jeng jeng jeng! nah kan!pecah ketuban! hahahahaha we all rush to the hospital..that day..i got a new nephew ekekk his name is MOHAMAD EIRFAN EUSOFF BIN SOFFIAN....4.april..2.08pm..3.5kg..welcome to the family, eirfan!

5th APRIL
malas mo ckp!keekek naik BUkIT GEMOk just IMAgINe..i prepared all the sandwiches sice early in the morning..buli2..c ZUL kuFUI br bgn jam 8am!..its ok bole tgk RAchael RAyf..finally naik juga even terkandas time d atas! afta the rain n masa mo turun tu..ujan lebat!masa d atas! ada canopy walk kekeke

14 aPRIL!
HAPPY BIRthDAY RAhmaT
then ari2 selainnya sama ja..busy ja memanjang..haih..n busy of taking care of eirfan keekek...i think i will be a gud aunt n a gud mum...kekeke ..sekian terima kasih utk summary ini..

p/s...i forgot we had a visit from my cousin..they bring their childs together..so..my nephews n niece la kan jua? ekkekeke
.............................erm..will upload another pictures later..damn slow streamnyx nowadays...1 pic ja 30min..gila membunuh kali tau

DAtiNg Online!

2009-03-18T05:45:00.000-07:00

once in a while...keep on thinking lotsa things that happen around me ..makes me freak out and laugh at the same time..last year my friend,ANAS did our BEL presentaion on DATING ONLINe..wa...i thought that kindda of funny..but to realize on what happen to the environment nowadays..its hard to tell and know whether that person is a single or not..that is how the MIRC..YM all those FACEBOOK and etc plays the main role..

a few days ago, zul told me that he knew his girlfriend from Friendster..wa....he don't even know the girl was in Ireland taking a medical courses..and now they had been 3 years together! and the blog post that made by MEL that how she and her guy made up as a pair! gosh they are form MIRC! and many of my friends also know their partner from the mirc and all those kind of messenger ...see!!!!

aiyo..but it is true..even tho people says that we don't even know if the people in the virtual world is real and being honest to us but in the reality world also happen this kind of stuff..maybe because people now don't have time to search for a partner..who knows...only GOD know the time for us to meet our partner..

p/s......been ages in MiRc and YM....never think about this virtual friend can be a partner...LoLS..or...maybe i should try?ehhhehehe

afdlin shauki makes me fall in love and cry

2009-03-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

Afdlin Shauki

the big name in the industry but he only attracted me in those kind of film which show the comedy and fun way (..sometimes spastic ni..)but for me the Malay film is not a film that i will eager to watch in the cinema except Dunia Baru the Movie..(one and only Malay drama that i followed cuz funny ni drama wor...)..ever wonder on how the Malays films nowadays lack of many kinds of life elements before made me only see SEPET as one of those films that can fight to other heavy film in the industry before. the truth about life and whats really happen to our daily life..

Afdlin Shauki

still attract me for every commercials on the TV and last 2months..i turned on my astro when i watched V.E music clips <>i saw him on the vc..and the photography, colors and the editing from that film really bind my eyes straightly to the TV..even the songs lyrics punched the storyline to a very strong feeling to keep on watching it..and yes...it was ...

SEPI...

a story about people ..a people like us..feel lonely when we are alone and feel the loneliness among us..either you realize it or not..for this story..i would like to say that the storyline is strong..the connections are real connected and the message that they are trying to give us full of meaning on how we should appreciate our daily life..and how we see love in many kind of perspectives and open my eyes...i would give 2 thumbs up for this film and the character of ADAm by afdlin shauki is one of the main attraction ..the presentation of life and love was fully blend.

p/s....sy tgk ni ada jg la terasa SEPI yala..single mah..tp xpa...masi muda ba..nangis la juga sedey ba tgk tony eussof tu..kalo la bf sa chef buat kek makin bulat la sy ni!<---hantu mkn kek!

bein' TAGGED by Lady_Of_Liberty87 ~25 things about me?

2009-03-06T05:21:00.000-08:00

OMG...she dont even give me any idea of the question...heh..u want to know about me kaini? then tagged another people ka...ahahhah..<----allalal babal pulak sy ni..

i wish i have a nice curvy model body shape! hahahhaha but now ok2 la (^_^)*
i never polish my fingernails
am a short tempered person
i took at least 2 hours to cool down my temper and MERAJOK
i wont get angry to more than 24hours
majority of my friends is not gals...smua boys..pengganas kan ni anak kekek
I'm not gud in maths but am good in MONEY
am a very simple person and sometimes i do looks like a messy person but am a tidiness freak
i do all my asggmnt by my own self..tu la markah kaler mirah ja ni
i did an EQ test when i was 18, i got -3!(negative)
most of the time i will treat something as an excitement that wont take long more than 3 months
i do listen to old and country song but at the same time i listen to system of a down..
i love myself that's y i wont try bungee jump!
i am scared of height
i cant swim lor..and almost get drown when i was 15
i want to travel around the world!...nah...of cos la backpackers..cheaper what!..if got the money la
i had a bf with a gap of 17years! that time i was 23 and he was 40!..LoL
i played rough sports!..and i love it
i dunno how to play netball
am too friendly and boyish till most of the guys think am only suits them as a FRIEND only
i have been schooled in a few schools since am 6 years old.. i have many friends all over MALAYSIA<>
most of the time i cant remember their names but i act like i know them!
i love kids and animals
i love to read even though many of the people dun believe it cuz they say that my face luks like a social gal...darhhhhhhhhhhh
less than 5 people knows that i chat in Mirc!

guess this words!

2009-03-06T04:12:00.000-08:00

"eveilebuoyekam"
p/s..taken from a bestselling novel

Back To SchooL_makes MONEY?

2009-03-04T05:05:00.000-08:00

today...i read FORBES during my lunch in the office..yeah it was stressful when theres lack people in the office...reading FORBES is 1 od the solution..and this time my eyes straightly clear with the nice tittle...40's RICHEST PEOPLE IN KOREA<----berangan2 ba ni mo kawin org korea kekekek and its 1 of a very suprising me was a school and education is one of the high level industries that makes money in korea..a tutor by the age of 7??????gosh! i will surely die la by killing my happy kids life...dun believe me?! and u should read this...that an age of average kids in korea dealing with a tutor!... KANG YOUNG JOONG revive his faltering tutoring business, DAEKYO and became the 26 out of 40 richest people in Korea..and he showed the statistic that 89% of elementary kids having their own private tutor!...la patutla tu cerita My Tutor Friend masuk box office movie..

but let us think..nowadays,kids being trained by their parents to go many types of additional classes...they sometimes dun hav any time to play..and what makes me so sad...they only know how to play PS2, X box n so on...some of them will ask us back wat is main biji gata, main tutup botol, main rounders...blum lg tu main bawah kolong..main baling selipar segala.. maybe ..its not safe anymore to let the kids play outside the house..poor them kan...lama2 bosan juga tu p tuittion...ada la ni kes bunuh diri la..kes ponteng la..buli la..as their protest to the parents...for those parents..please..at least..give ur kids a break and spend time together and teach them by ur ownself...kan lagi baik..dapat tgk muka anak walau jajal mcm munyit mo kana ambat...hahahah

p/s....sy pena kana ambat lg lagi ole dady sy gara2 gila main ting-tong a.k.a SEGA time zaman2 skola dulu...ahhahah..paling siuk main baling selipar...dady sy baling sy slipar cuz terlalu jajal mcm boys...sy amik blik tu slipar baling sama dia hahahaha

TRY THIS!-MarbLe caKE GEbU!

2009-02-28T22:21:00.000-08:00

am totally a dummy inside the kitchen as im not used to get in the kitchen and cook..but sometimes whenever im on holiday and spend my time in sabah..i would cook if am in a good mood to do it so.recently..cooking and baking became part of my life.thanx to http://www.myresipi.com/w.myresipi.com/ <----duina ni anak terpaksa tgk resipi ba ni..BUTA KUALI~hehehe try this out! <----this pic form Mat Gebu@myresepi.com

<----the result from the 1st try!(^_^)* Bahan-bahan ( Acuan ( 8 x 8 x 3 ) inci ) 300 g mentega, pada suhu bilik
280 g tepung halus (tepung gandum pun ok)*
1 camca teh serbuk penaik*
1 camca besar susu tepung*(*disatukan dan diayak)
5 biji telur Gred A
250 g gula kastor
1 camca besar Ovallate
30 g Gliserin
20 g air
1/2 camca teh esev vanilla
1/2 camca teh strawberi emulco
1 camca teh coklat emulco

Cara-cara

1. Pukul mentega hingga kembang. Masukkan tepung yg telah diayak tadi. Gaul rata dgn mentega. Ketepikan.

2. Dalam mangkuk yg kering dan bersih. Satukan telur, gula dan ovallate.

3. Menggunakan kelajuan yg tinggi, pukul adunan hingga kembang dan gebu. Seperti adunan kuih baulu.

4. Perlahankan speed, masukkan adunan mentega tadi sedikit demi sedikit hingga habis. Masukkan juga gliserin dan air. Gaul hingga rata.

5. Bahagikan adunan kepada 3 bahagian. Satu dicampur dgn coklat emulco, satu lagi dgn strawberi emulco dan satu yg adunan kosong dicampur dgn esev vanila. (Perisa bergantung pada kehendak masing2).

6. Lenser tin kek berukuran ( 8 x 8 x x3 ) inci dgn mentega dan alas dasarnya dgn kertas minyak. Tuang setiap adunan secara berselang seli hingga habis.

7. Bila sudah siap. Ambil chopstick atau sudu (gunakan tangkainya). Buat beberapa pusingan pada adunan kek tadi. JGN terlebih pusing, cukup sekadar 3 - 4 kali pusingan.

8. Bakar dalam oven yg telah dipanaskan pada suhu 175C selama 40 - 45 minit, bergantung pada oven masing2. Jika selepas 45 minit dan apa bila dicucuk dgn lidi satu dibhg tgh2 kek dan hasilnya tidak kering. Tutup permukaan tin kek dgn tudung periuk dan tambah masa membakar 5 - 10 minit lagi. Uji kek selepas 5 minit dibakar. Bila masak keluarkan kek dari tin dan sejukkan. Tujuan meletakkan "tudung periuk" ialah untuk mengelakkan kek hangus pada permukaannya.

p/s...am a cake LOVER!<---dats y its almost imposibble to lose my weight..haih*sigh*~ and dont blame me for my cook dummy case<---lived in KL since 12years old alone (..nda la juga alone ba..kan budak2 tajaan kana kasi tinggal d hostel~LOLs*~kekekkek)

BOMELO~gosh im a mother!

2009-02-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

i think i feel am a mother ekeke of coz la not now!~in d future..but since my sis fara is pregnant..(tunggu hari sda ni org)..we bought lotsa magazines...especially Pa&Ma..and this baby gurl so cute wor......her name is MARYAM KHAIRYN...the parents gave her a nickname,BOMELO bcuz of her round face looks like pomelo (buah barli baini kan?)ekekkeke

p/s....i like kids but kalo sda notty tu..nah matai jua mo jaga tu..sakit otak eh

MEE tauhu~

2009-02-28T05:42:00.000-08:00

setiap kali balik ke tawau~(parents currently di tawau since past 10 years ago..my dad keja d twu) mesti mau makan tu mee tauhu..and the best place to eat mee tauhu is near my house,Symfoni..sedap wo..and the price kan can be consider as cheap..(besa kan makan mahal d kehel)..tu mee kan makan dgn kuah tu tauhu ba..sadap eh..and is not ordinary tauhu!..tauhu sumbat wo..kuah sedap!mee pun sedap!<---ni anak suka makan mee ba ini..addiction ni berlarutan sehingga if dlm 1 month xmakan ni mee...duina..terus mgalir la air liur ba..i dont know if in KK they got this nooddle but tell me if u already try it,k!..am sure its a good breakfast anyone~have a please (^_^)

p/s..Oishii

im DepREssEd-thanx GAB

2009-02-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

this picture taken during a dinner early last year..(next to me was my classmate..terpaksa cut nnti awek dia mgamuk susah plak kan hahahha)

a few days a go..i been told by my colleague how was my attitude in my office which is totally different for who i was..and i know that am totally messy the whole week..i know am stressed out from a work which i consider as a place of STRESSWAR..keep on looking at the numbers and client files..( i almost get 1 of the list missing form my table)..back home,my mum and sis keep complaining about my weight and how most of my clothes (all those jeans etc etc) not fit me anymore..i keep on with my diet regime and the problem occured when i found out that my weight getting more then it usually was..NOW AM A FREAK WEIGHT SCALE. and what i did not realize was my diet was a CRASH DIET..am hurting my own body! and thats how the depression begin..easy to get mad and am not happy as what i am used to be.

gained by 10kgs within 1 and half month during the final exam last year was the nitemare in my life.i cant lose my weight even 1 kg in a month. chatting with angelbear that day was the big help when she opened my eyes that people cant lose weight too fast and how am supposed to appreciate for what i was..a brief from angelbear about Ladykay and how it never stop her from being happy made me think how i never appreciate the life that i have..bubbleberry also happy for what she is. why am i so stupid to think on what size that can attract people if im not happy with my life? so for all my GALSFREN..we are made in different sizezs but we all beautiful for what we are..

p/s...i should thank to GOD cuz made me luks around 8-10kgs smaller in size (bodyfigure & weight) than my original weight..tapi maintain la seluar smua suda kapus2 mo pakai tp tatap nda terbutang dgn terzip LolS

this picture taken during my fren GOFUR wedding..this moment i already menambah kemampatan lemak sebanyak 7kgs...hahhahaha (makin chubby wo my PiPi)

RamBut MAhKOta WaniTa

2009-02-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

what do you think from the statement above?

ok everybody..this was happened to me last week..by the end of 2008..i used my 1st payment form my audit work to cut my hair..so, what i did was..i went to my fav saloon..and she just wasnt there...so i switched to another saloon where i was there as a temporary worker duirng my diploma semester break in 2005..she been pursuade me to make a curl on my hair..dgn keBIJAKsaan di tahap gaban...sy pun pigi la mcm org buduh2..buat la curl..kunuk2 mo messy curl ala2 jipun<---suka perasan ba sy ni jd urg jpun...skali siap!~duina...karau sy myasal ni! mcm nyonya2 tua ( bkn nyonya2 sosialis tu) ..sda dlm 2 bln la..dijadikan crita..c alimp, c swee dgn c aideel ckpla mcm aunty2..bsuk ngam2 sy terjumpa sy punya hairstylist dkt dgn upis sy ni..she was shocked..she told me that my hair is totally damaged!even tu urang potong sumpak sebelah!...dia rekomen la 1 saloon ni dkt opis sy..her fren's saloon..d guy so nice same as her..n told me d truth abt my hair...so..sy pun trim la..n wash ..baru la sy tau...hairstylist sy for more then 6 years to p Hong KOng rupanya selalu..she advised me to do nothing to my hair...for ONE YEAR!..xble pki conditioner juga..smua minyak2 xbole..total damaged...rupanya tu treatment bikin makin rusak my hair..ada chemical kan,bole trim ja monthly buang yg rosak tu..

tp apa sy mo ckp sebenarnya...sy sda kana advised before jgn color my hair for 1 year...tp thn lpas sy kan buduh sumbung..balik ja k.l...trus color lg..twice within 6 months..nah..curl lg..color rmbt dr form 4 lg..at least 4times in a year..ngam la tu...DAMAGED terus!..now i can only hope for a new healthy hair...kan mahkota kita ..mo jaga bagus2..asset ..erk..kecuali aideel la..thank to GOD cuz HE gave my a very fast growing hair

<--damaged hair structure

p/s..anyone who live in tawau..this good saloon with a good product and quality..UTOPIA 201 d FAJAR sblh digital wise...tau ni si KORN d mana tu tempat LOLs*

me,blog&troubles

2009-02-20T04:54:00.000-08:00

at the 1st tme am thinking about blogging was from the korean drama, Wonderful Life..but since sy ni buta iT kan...so ...mmg totally out la ..akhirnya..
sy telah pun ada blog sendiri~! yehaaaaaa! itu pun TERbuat tyme2 exam ni..stress la kunuk..but my limited edition<--heheheehh ,low iT iQ made me took almost 4 months to edit and think about it...i learnt to put the pic from ANGELBEAR...thanx to her..
actually she tought me a lot about blogging but am d only 1 that lambat pikap....Urang sda d ranau..sy masi lg ni d tuaran..then the template from makaronie..am still working on it..but it might take a period of time since am totally busy this 6 months period..but i will keep it up!

p/s...sy kan ada idea ba dtg time keja d upis....smpi uma...nah kan..ilang sda smua tu idea crita2 best kunuk tu..so mcm mn tu?...si budakhutan terima kaitu alasan sy since dia pun lately malas blogging ehehehehe...

The worst way to miss someone

2009-02-19T06:51:00.000-08:00

The worst way to miss someone,

is to have them sitting right next to you &

you know you can never have them.

Love and Marriage

2009-02-19T06:20:00.000-08:00

A man said his credit card was stolen but he decided not to report it because the thief was spending less than his wife did.
Love is blind but marriage is an eye-opener.
The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once.
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: either the car is new or the wife.
Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.A successful woman is one who can find such a man
A little boy asked his father, 'Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?' And the father replied, 'I don't know, son, I'm still paying for it.'
A couple was having a discussion about family finances. Finally the husband exploded, 'If it weren't for my money, the house wouldn't be here!' The wife replied, 'My dear, if it weren't for your money, I wouldn't be here.' <-------------------------d real things that happen nowadays ahhahhahah

HAppY VALENtINE's DAy&HAPPy BiRthDAy~MOON!

2009-02-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

i dedicate this story for my close friend~minurah hj arshad

HAppY BiRthDAy~

SweeT 24<----tua suda rupanya *LOLs*

Valentine's Day Love Story - Swans

The swan that fell in love with a pedal boat is back courting its plastic lover after spending the winter in a local zoo
Swans choose a partner for life but the rare Black Australian swan nicknamed Petra made the mistake of falling for a pedal boat designed to look like a swan; and when Petra's pedal boat lover refused to fly south for the winter Petra also remained, a move that could have killed her as the cold weather arrived.
In the end though local zoo chiefs took pity on the swan and gave her and her boat boyfriend a place to spend the winter, and this week the pair were once again on the lake together. According to biologists in Muenster, north-western Germany, Petra has been circling its plastic lover, staring endlessly at it and making crooning noises, all the typical signs of a swan in love.
The boat in the meantime is still being hired out to families who want to picnic on the Aasee lake - where the star-crossed lovers have become a tourist attraction. Zoo director, Joerg Adler said, 'This arrangement could go on forever, the swan obviously believes it has found a partner for life.'

new choc in a run~for dietary

2009-01-31T03:07:00.000-08:00

Bahan-bahan ( 8 in )
1 cawan gula perang
1 cawan susu segar perisa coklat
1 cawan minyak
3/4 cawan serbuk koko
1/2 cawan susu pekat manis
1 1/4 cawan tepung gandum
1 sudu teh soda bikarbonat
1 sudu teh baking powder
3 biji telur
Cara-cara
Ayak tepung, soda bikarbonat & baking powder
Masukkan serbuk koko, gula, susu segar, susu pekat dan minyak ke dalam periuk dan panaskan di atas api kecil sehingga semua larut. Matikan api.
Pukul telur hingga kembang dan masukkan ke dalam bancuhan koko.
Masukkan tepung sedikit sedikit dan gaul sebati.
Tuang ke dalam loyang yang telah di lengser dengan minyak/ lapik dengan kertas minyak.
Tutup loyang dengan aluminium Foil dan kukus selama 1 jam di dalam kukusan yang telah dipanaskan.
Angkat dan sejukkan.

2009-01-18T08:40:00.001-08:00

so what if im a single?!!

2009-01-17T01:26:00.000-08:00

being a single sometimes more fun then wat pple think..lonely?yeah sometimes...even i have a realationship i dun know where to start or to end it..psssssssst...mostly i choosed to keep it silent and ease them away as the time goes by..a crush?...probably i had it!..plenty! hahahah..so theres nuthing wrong to be single..but some of those guys thot a gal that a single kan nda laku bah...duina...kmi bkn xlaku tp mcm mn jua...hati nda berkenanla katakan...hahahha..oyeah..since i was in school i didnt realize that i always have a lil relationship with the creature named MALE..i was a bit boyish since i was a kid...(..mcm bkn sikit mcm byk tau keganasan ine..kekek)..but the stupid part was im a mata keranjang gal..hahah (come on here gud lukin guys...ahhaah)..but most of the time i will like pple that have a gud communication skills not by their looks only..what makes me single still a bit 7wonders in my closefren (MOON) mind..as she claimed that it is imposibble if i dun go and date with a guys.....so that shows that i love to be a single ...its ok ba to be single....yupe it cant be deny that i have a look of a socialgal..which i am social wif my communication and mind...but inside me..am a gal who love to read books and stay at home at nite..<----yg ni xda kena mgena ah dgn single...kekeke.. for those a single person..

hey chill out..its ok ba to be single...mao tau napa?

1.xpayah punch card ba

2.sukati la mo mkn ka mo tido ka smua suka2 ati

3.xpyh risau org lain 4.jimat credit/bill

5.erk....sikit jeles la kalo org p dating ba...ndapa...kita kuar2 jln2 sndri2..uina rmi tu tngk

6.....my fren Skarn said kan...org lawa xda bf baru la ROCK!!!!!!hahahhaah

p/s:all the girls out there...u r pretty for what u are...lawa ba kan kita ni.... for my fren...which closed to me...MUNIRAH ARSHAD...a.k.a MOON...hey babe..its ok to be single..u and me with our frenship will rock the world...if he dnt realize u..thats mean he dun realize how wonderful u are as wat u are..setiap HAWA diciptakan untuk ADAMny

me & moon at gofur wedding

excuse me..Ada SEnanG Ka?

2009-01-14T22:30:00.000-08:00

excuse me..Ada SEnanG Ka?
wat is ur first impression wen some_one<----i know a guy wif dis nick!ahaks>..come and ask u those question?ahahha letme tell u wats in ur mind..
1.wat is dis chinese guy wants from me?
2.is any things around u r close to SenaNg?...<..dukna..ala2 la ba sebutannya kunun>
3.HUH?!!!

dats wat my 1st impression about the MR.NiceGuY in my office..with a typical chinese look..ahahah since he is chinese anyway..he tryin to speak in malay and ask for a favor..and 1 more thing!...aiyo cousin c SuK yuNG ba.. he well known as a gentleman guy with a gud words(sopan punya org yg makin pupus....p/s:bkn sopan mcm sotong tu atau kaki kipas ..tp he is really nice guy. his name is LAU SU MING..
he speak in a gud words...such as..'erm..can u pls do me a favor?but if u cant spare ur time its ok.'<---it works on me!not me but also to all the VT pple!ekeke..he is not handsome or cute as well but wat makes us in the VT DEPARTMENT<---xda ba department ni tp kmi saja2 bg nama kunuk2 department kamila yg bdak2 praktikal neh..ekekke>..the words and kindness makes u luk wonderful than the physical luk..from the heart,WE, the VT as a whole gave him a credit as our MR NICE GUY!

oya....dats so funny and thats were our last conversation in malay!hahaha cuz i much more prefer he speak in english... hahahah

p/s: all the people in the office oso nice lei..but Su mIng the nicest<--ada ka ni ayat? hahha...almost 2 months and all the people are wonderful a.k.a another 4 months left ...

What HaPPeN To mY DiEt PrograM?~Do SoMe SpoRts PLeaSe..

2009-01-11T17:29:00.000-08:00

<-------ini adalah c azizul,,c junyen called him, HA GZSHI GSHOU akakakka

i read a blog from 1 of the blogger..about losing a weight in a healthy ways..but the point is WHY itbis not WorkIng on mE?..(adaka diriku mempunyai lemak2 tepu mcm badak mcm berendam?)..ahahahha i kindda curious about it..working in fully air-conditioner places makes us FAT!<----nah its Not True cuZ am the OnLY FattEst<---montel ba..chubby but its ok..kiut nie..ekeke..! all the auditors in here kan slim like LidI..(or am i the oRc 1?)....so ...a few weeks a go...i think in late December 2008..i went to play a futsal near my house which also a place for the company employee to have their time together..(no drinks are allowed)..only for sport mah...its kindda excitement..all the colleagues together have fun,play and fight! thats so gud to be in here..and the most important thing is ...am the only gal for that daY! wuiyo...they dun dare to come near me..( as they claimed they are scared to play KASAR wif a gal..uhuks!) but i did play kasar and tolak ah LIew To The net!hahahah Guess TheY gOt a wroNg gal, FolKs! any way...i played for fun and counting of my weight!!!!!capat la ba turun...gumuk betul sda nie!mcm badak!!!!matai`

p/s...i love you..<----eh salah nie! ...the pics will be upload later..psssssstttt...di opis ni curi2 pki tenet wakakakak~

in A MoOd FoR No LOvE?

2009-01-11T00:26:00.000-08:00

actually this is not my book! hahahha Nazuha PunYer!!!!!!!! kekek i borrowed it from her..but goin to return it back soon...uisemen..mo post lg p KEheL..but it is a story about teenagers and young adult love life..but in d states if im not mistake la kan...in 20's kan..mostly their life more on the fun side,,and the serious will start at 30's..its not a story is my issue anyway but the tittle...muahahhahaha...duina ba...patah hati kenek..but i must say that this author choosed a power of tittle actually will attract people to see and buy the book...and how about we share it?

to SpenD it Easy..How abOut tO get It?

2009-01-10T23:55:00.000-08:00

recently i been doin my sis frens assigmnt...(dgn harapan dapat la upah lebey2)...its only for OuM student mah....and its only for the subject of ETHICS...dgn tabarusnya...(a.k.a tamak}..sy pun took all the assignment..amik Ko! 6 assignments...guess to the hell..it is not easy as wat i see before..a case study should be ok and easy...their lecturer rejected my assignment which i prepared for them(sampai sakit2 otak ni memikirkan cara2 mengayat dan mengoreng)...<----akhirnya hangus juga ..sakit ati sya wo..then i keep quiet and made anonther 1 in a week period...kana rejek lagi siap bagi guideline yang berbeza lagi tu...then i re-do the next trial...oso been rejected erm..nut not all of 'them la...only 1 andartu lecturer la...uina..kin panas..tahan ati lagi ni for u money..i'll do anything..then she reject again the work...paning kapla sa trus..last2 minit drng terpaksa buat sndri...i told Alimp about it..kana marah lg ada..hahaha...now..everytime i want to spend my money on not so necessary item...i will think about it...i like to spend all the money easily without think wat d purpose of buying it..now..even to buy anything i will think y shud i buy it..but not on food ah...(mimang suka makan, mcm mn juga kan? ) hahah

the New ObSessIOnS!! EnGLish GARdEN?....nah tembirang ja ni tau

2009-01-09T13:59:00.000-08:00

lately my sis fara been addicted to a eNGliSH gaRDEN STYLE which im strongly confused ba...before she was married we been angreed to make the House..(not Dr.HouSE ah....) in a modern Way...then she changed a bit by a bit hahahaha just imagine about it...a modern lamps and lights kan suddenly kerusi nya english garden ahahahahah but nah...its ok ba...as long she is happy with that...and something gettin worse...my mom bought jati! nah kan sda ada oriental

stail pulak nie suda...so wat i did (trip2 ala2 mcm Eric Leong kenek...)WE MAde THe DEcORAtion la hahahah (thanx to those people that gave as VANTAGe Before<----alalalla nda mampu sa beli ni barang ,mahal ni...) now...our house realy mix&match concept...

ni d mana ni ah?owh dkat tv ba ini

ni dapan rumah near the door

Nah sana dapur~

Living Hall<-----ceh space ja ba

LOtSa Works a.k.a Looks LIke Busy?=p

2009-01-09T11:38:00.000-08:00

what if ur expression is like this?

hahahah dat was my 2nd day working (LoLs)

am new and it was just a cutting off account...(duina smua org baru kana buat ni barang ba)...

then the next week be like this on my table! after dat it became dis! and this!

i love the job and sometimes it put me in headache! erm....i got oredy my fav auditor which i called him MR.NIce Guy!hahahaha watta fun!

sometimes it kindda bored so wat me do is LUKS liKe BUsy...haahha just make it happen la..(altho pyh jga blakon nie dapan tu manager ...hahahah)...just open the files la...(tgk2 ja ba kunun ndapun buat2 kusyuk buat buku log laporan)....<----TerER kan Us ekkeke

In A WOrkForCe!

2009-01-09T11:29:00.000-08:00

yeah im a bit busy lately wif my works....hahahh its so funny to be there in Ersnt&Young..many of them are chinese people ba...n most of the auditor thaught im a chinese too!hahha yeah for the 1st day it is kind of bored....duina..org baru kan tgk2 ja ni...patang session sda kami tidur2 sana trainee department hahhahahah that day i met Azizoul and Suk Yung...(marah dia ni kalo kana panggil Miss Chang)...but our manager, Mr MOk kol her Ms.Chang la...ekkekek...its so funny day after a day..SukYung asked us too much daily about our life as a MUslim Wat cant And can...somesays...dia mcm aLIen Xtaw apa2 nie...but she works only for 1 month..erm~(miss her a lot ba)....so dun when she is around...we talked and chat a lot smpi ktawa2 suara kami bulih tu department tax dengar!hahahaah....am still lookin for her picture...

absolute boyfriend!!!

2008-11-29T08:36:00.000-08:00

zettai kareshi a.k.a absolute boyfriend was my favourite shoujo ( romance manga)..fun and will make you to fall in love with the actors and i bet all the gals will love and dream to have a bf like night tenjo..sdala ensembui,tinggi,sexy, macho dll....paling penting pndi masak ni...hahahaha

before this, i read all the manga online in http://www.onemanga.com/ and early this year i watch it online from http://www.mysoju.com/ and today~hehhe i rent all the dvd episodes for rm9!!!!!!hahahha baru puas ati aku ba...im addicted to it now!

p/s: all the gals out there make sure u wont miss this dorama...4stars~

SeTTing up the new one~

2008-11-28T05:09:00.000-08:00

yesterday, our both wireless modem and the streamyx modem had been broke down..absolutely not our fault(er...kalo slh pun ndakan mgaku slh.....)..so,i did called tm and my bro said they going to take a very long time to fix it up..then finally i made a call to ask aideel how to configure the wireless setting..( the setting actually had some trouble when we did the 1st installation)..he dint pick the phone up..and luckily he dint cuz im not in a good mood that time..n today we got the new one form streamyx!!! isn't it great?ehhehe but i spent rm 10 to sent the wireless modem to Digital Wise to fix it up...and now.....kekekkeke......OUR WIRELESS WORKS!!!!!what a release to had its fixed.....

smoothies in range!

2008-11-25T22:46:00.000-08:00

me and my dad went to the tawau town to take an instant ic photo for my driving license renewal..not so instant la tapi kejap la jua kan...1hour only ma..been stucked in the celcom center makes me a bit sweaty eventho ada aircon sda ba..dei~then lucky me the pic was not too bad compare the pic i took in melaka..dui..mirah ni muka smpi xbulih guna tuk resume..ahahah..then in house waiting for me was my sis fara..new addiction~ food!omg...we gettin fatter& fat impower by 8!wakak told her smoothies shud be nice and the banana juice is not too bad..quite gud actually..but the rest much more tasty than ever ...n now i miss WILLIAM smoothies in kelana jaya..(erm...its not a restaurant as what u think ekekke)...we are about to try this 1

Watermelon Smoothie

Bahan-bahan ( 4-5 orang )
500g tembikai
200ml susu segar
100ml plain yogurt
3 sudu besar gula
sedikit hirisan tembikai utk hiasan
sedkit chocolate chips utk hiasan
Daun pudina utk hiasan
Cara-cara
Potong dadu tembikai selebih kurang saiz ais kiub dan buang bijinya. Frozen tembikai tadi lebih kurang 4-5 jam.
Masukkan tembikai yg dah difrozen ke dalam mixer/blander. Masukkan juga susu segar,yogurt dan juga gula. Kisar sehingga jadi bentuk smoothie.
Tuangkan ke dalam gelas yg sesuai dan hias dengan hirisan tembikai, chocochips dan juga daun pudina.
Sedia utk diminum :)

im home

2008-11-25T21:56:00.000-08:00

its been almost 5 days i went back home..im did a lot of changes in my room as my bro, c baby kasi samak je memanjang dia tau...took a nice rack from my sis fara's room dgn tnpa permit yg sah...who's care..i rock d house ma!!!(erm..adaption from PCK tv show)..tidy up all the fav books only on the book rack..now its a stack of books!..and the best part were my frogs collection now can be display nicely on hold....the obbession of green never ends..basket,laundry bag,rack,pillows even my toner& mild emulsion from the faceshop also made in green bottles(tu la namau guna tu sayang kunuk botolnya ijau)..me and my sis fara read my cousins blog..ebat kio....tp kan aku baru mula ada blog....siot ko pejal kedekut ilmu ndamau mgajar....ndapa ndapa...ko tunggu la aku terer .... my cousin blog...http://www.fabulousmomhoney.blogspot.com/cek dis out!

the family

2008-11-25T21:41:00.000-08:00

this is my family....next to my dad is my sis fara,k,anne,amoi,apol,ME and baby..guess where is lukeman(LUQMAN a.k.a luke)?....Still in my sis stomach! ahahhaha