what should i say....im starting all over again...hopefully....have lotsa story to tell and lotsa things need to burst out....
p/s.....i dunno if my liife gettin better or worse....will post more rajin2 later eheheh
aku mula menulis lagi..tp how ah????cuz now im working im no longer a jobless student but by the way....since when student tu jobless???working la tu cuz kan commitment with books...aigo....
p/s......at home cuti 4 days...will go back to kl 1750hrs ni erm...bibik balik dulu ya si kembar hahahha
what will you do when i lost ur hope before and all come in a day?/what a bless huh??duno what to say since its midnite now and i need to sleep but i do promise u and me..i'll write abt it later...my dear poor blog....i never forget about you only the time that constraint us apart...
p/s......pergh...ayat manis punya
3 chinese guys taught me a lot....
1st ....26 years old..working in banking and investment sector..oversea graduated...sabahan chinese..workaholic to death<3am>...he letme see on how the guy from a very playful guy to a very committed and determination to survive in the real world of financing..owned a condo in damansara and open minded towards my childish behaviors...he is a nice guy just the point of his life is to get promoted this year!!hahah<-----a bit sad sometimes lookin at him still working eventho he got sick..
2nd...25 years old....self employed as he failed his SPM and the willingness to gained experience led him to Singapore and became the bartender...he is very gentle to everyone..just a bit hard to be understand but still bukan jenis ambil kesempatan ah...not hamsap guy la...he graduated from Stamford using his own money that he earned working in Singapore b4....now he is applying to work in the UK using the holidays working visa for 2 years in UK....what he taught me was....failed in study doesn't mean u will fail in everything..once u got will to learn..then HE will show u the way...
3nd...31years old guy...keep saying he failed his stpm but still can owned a condo in KL....see???crazy these people..when he asked me my expected salary...this year..another 5 years ..and so on...i just realized that i left many things behind me....he teach me a lot..on how to handle a life and be more focus in achieving anything u want in your life.....made me think......too much thinking................
what had i done in my life?.....apa harta yg ada?....smua?rumah?kreta?duit?apa yg ada???????
p/s................................i had nothing and still owned nothing....i need to save my life!!!
done with two papaers for my final but still have another ways to go..went to the library this morning end up i cant even read a paragraph at all...am losing my focus...tired sick and almost hopeless...i wanna go home. thats all.......
p/s............hate
