focusdistraction.my

done with two papaers for my final but still have another ways to go..went to the library this morning end up i cant even read a paragraph at all...am losing my focus...tired sick and almost hopeless...i wanna go home. thats all.......

p/s............hate

LIBRARY.GLASS.CROWDED!!!<--memory need to be deleted.

lebri level 1?=crowded!!!!!
lebri level 12?=crowded!!!!!!

adus....what happen? ya la final mah...gettin stressed on ...almost insane sda ni...people keep coming to the library since dorang pun lebih kurang ja like me...if at home..damn hell in my head i just cant stop thinking main game kalo xpun..tidur..apalagi kan...aiyo...i have a special story about our library specially when it made all around glasses..sounded like glass house ah? sort of..but from here there is lotsa inspiration actually..trutamanya sepa2 yg tgk sepa2 yg dorang admire la lalu lalang hahahah like me...past 2 years ago huhuhu wanna tell you but still lotsa work to do..

p/s.....i still can see him here...same as before..at the library..tru d glass (-.-)....just next a few tables to be exact<----mentality distruction!memory wish to be deleted!

LOST in TIME

how many months that passed? lately i dun even know what and how to think straightly...relationship,friends or study....hell yeah...no internet+losta works+study+presentatiom+PBL+tests=FINAL! next week! this final year killing me..i even sleep during my birthday eve and full packed classes by 10 hours direct on my birthday!a slice of cake was the treatment...my bestfriend, AIDEEL...erm....i lost him during this time.

p/s....i did celebrate raya alone in Malacca .....what happen?should tell u later cuz am in my class now!

Missing home…it sucks!!!!

It is sux when I realize am missing lotsa idea of writing in the other way round I didn’t write any from my blog as I was so busy eventho am not..funny huh? I dunno y I hav lotsa idea to write it on but I just keep losing it..terutamanya bila internet is not part of my daily life anymore..anyway….my housemate got 3g hp and what makes the life better is celcom starting to do some kind of prepaid broadband. Helloooooo……. They got it..sy pinjam ja and tumpang topup ahaha anyway..amir now back to work at his bro's cyber café..i started to get more and more….CHEAP and FREE access ..ahhahaha..gud for me huh?

Anyway …its 14 days after I off back tomalacca from sabah..i started to miss home ody and my nephew, eirfan eusoff so much..eventho dia itam nie keekek..

Too many conflicts within 6months period away from the friendship strings made me almost lost in many things that HAPPENED…a few of my CLICK having those times of SHAKING relationship and a few of them broke up..it doesn’t mean that they are sux kor what ..it just a matter of time and feelings mix a lot with unpredictable CONDITION..fuiyo..terms& condition apply hahahah…anyway..for those yg single again..trust ..in FAITH…<----bkn faith hill ar ..


p/s….alah bkn kita single sebab apa pun..KITA YANG JUAL MAHAL actually ahhahahahha

As one in a PERFECT ways..

As what I believe am getting lazy to write on my blog eventho thres lotsa things that happen to me ..i dunno why…when people talking about how in the age of 20's can makes people feels like on the top of the world, I heard a lot on realization that 20's is a world of searching on what and how you decide and make yourself to the top..

I know my hot tempered attitudes will makes people runaway from me even if its not now maybe later this kind of things might be happen..so..its so attracted me when I online today..i found that aideel used 'UR MY ANGEL' to resembles his feeling to his gf..he is my best friend and a brother to me..am so happy to see him happy just like now.. And I like to make a mess..just to make another stressing conversation..should I say that I love this kind of conversation? Hahahah hey! It is an eye opening anyway..its a share of thought and different opinion ..make it simple..nah..its another way makes the perspectives gettin larger ..he tried very hard to explain on it..the funny thing is I get his idea but he still thinking I didn’t get it right..nah..padan muka sapa suru cakap sy panas baran ..sllu pms in control kunuk!amik ko!panas sendiri..hahaha

Then it became more thinkable when angel..nice kind…that pple must be perfect..but is that perfect in what way? In a kind way? In a lovely way?...i dunno what all of u will think but for me..a PERFECT means..

once u make a mistake..u admit it on how u make it.
u says sorry when u know u r d one dat makes that thing wrong
U obey when u should
U stop when u asked to do so
And u admit that you are NOT a perfect person….

That’s how makes people perfect in my eyes….

p/s….it is only my thought about it..i not forcing you to believe it but what about to give a chance to think about it?...doesn't it sounds to perfect when you are NOT PERFECT (^_^)~

the missing MAY

what do u think when u find out that u missed out a day in ur life?....nah gave u a huge headache huh?!

i think..n surely think that i missed a month in my life..i dunno what happen in May and what am doing that time..maybe should i say..i dunno what am done in May..kindda weird but the truth is yes..they will be a day that u miss it and it just tru by and its more like a dejavu in the future..nah..i know some of the people think there is no such thing as dejavu but it is true! almost daily i will think like "heh..seems like am at this situation before..am i?" ...its not only a day..come on! i missed a month in my life!..

today, while im watching the tv i was thinking..heh..i have lotsa things to say in my blog but i just cant remember any of that..actually its after i read en.ahmad taufik blogs..this man rich with the language..love his wordings..and reading Budak Hutan blogs also insipred me a lot but am not gud in words..i mean not gud wording it into all those lines..my writing sux! hahah....so..i list down whatever i can remember that happened in MAy

1. its a labor day..so holiday la kan...keke
2. i busy with my new nephew..hey! hello! am org gai tanpa gaji ok...ahhah
3. too bored till i read back all my fav novels n books..
4. am rushing to filled nad finish my log book for my practical semester
5. i have no ideaon the day that mr.MARiUS will come to see and visit me at the office for the practical trainning period...
6. when i think i like someone...
7. 31st may...kaamatan..i love kaamatan! hafal ba lagu sayang kinabalu ..erk...my nephew aqiqah actually..damn hot whether dat day..crowded and in here at my place..aqiqah is more like wedding day! bukak canopy lagu ba..punya la...
8. i cant remember any other in MAY

p/s: ......i think am losing my memories..now its been 38 days...