a year that gone and the bless that came in

what will you do when i lost ur hope before and all come in a day?/what a bless huh??duno what to say since its midnite now and i need to sleep but i do promise u and me..i'll write abt it later...my dear poor blog....i never forget about you only the time that constraint us apart...


p/s......pergh...ayat manis punya

how CHI saved my life...

3 chinese guys taught me a lot....

1st ....26 years old..working in banking and investment sector..oversea graduated...sabahan chinese..workaholic to death<3am>...he letme see on how the guy from a very playful guy to a very committed and determination to survive in the real world of financing..owned a condo in damansara and open minded towards my childish behaviors...he is a nice guy just the point of his life is to get promoted this year!!hahah<-----a bit sad sometimes lookin at him still working eventho he got sick..

2nd...25 years old....self employed as he failed his SPM and the willingness to gained experience led him to Singapore and became the bartender...he is very gentle to everyone..just a bit hard to be understand but still bukan jenis ambil kesempatan ah...not hamsap guy la...he graduated from Stamford using his own money that he earned working in Singapore b4....now he is applying to work in the UK using the holidays working visa for 2 years in UK....what he taught me was....failed in study doesn't mean u will fail in everything..once u got will to learn..then HE will show u the way...

3nd...31years old guy...keep saying he failed his stpm but still can owned a condo in KL....see???crazy these people..when he asked me my expected salary...this year..another 5 years ..and so on...i just realized that i left many things behind me....he teach me a lot..on how to handle a life and be more focus in achieving anything u want in your life.....made me think......too much thinking................

what had i done in my life?.....apa harta yg ada?....smua?rumah?kreta?duit?apa yg ada???????

p/s................................i had nothing and still owned nothing....i need to save my life!!!

focusdistraction.my

done with two papaers for my final but still have another ways to go..went to the library this morning end up i cant even read a paragraph at all...am losing my focus...tired sick and almost hopeless...i wanna go home. thats all.......

p/s............hate

LIBRARY.GLASS.CROWDED!!!<--memory need to be deleted.

lebri level 1?=crowded!!!!!
lebri level 12?=crowded!!!!!!

adus....what happen? ya la final mah...gettin stressed on ...almost insane sda ni...people keep coming to the library since dorang pun lebih kurang ja like me...if at home..damn hell in my head i just cant stop thinking main game kalo xpun..tidur..apalagi kan...aiyo...i have a special story about our library specially when it made all around glasses..sounded like glass house ah? sort of..but from here there is lotsa inspiration actually..trutamanya sepa2 yg tgk sepa2 yg dorang admire la lalu lalang hahahah like me...past 2 years ago huhuhu wanna tell you but still lotsa work to do..

p/s.....i still can see him here...same as before..at the library..tru d glass (-.-)....just next a few tables to be exact<----mentality distruction!memory wish to be deleted!

LOST in TIME

how many months that passed? lately i dun even know what and how to think straightly...relationship,friends or study....hell yeah...no internet+losta works+study+presentatiom+PBL+tests=FINAL! next week! this final year killing me..i even sleep during my birthday eve and full packed classes by 10 hours direct on my birthday!a slice of cake was the treatment...my bestfriend, AIDEEL...erm....i lost him during this time.

p/s....i did celebrate raya alone in Malacca .....what happen?should tell u later cuz am in my class now!

Missing home…it sucks!!!!

It is sux when I realize am missing lotsa idea of writing in the other way round I didn’t write any from my blog as I was so busy eventho am not..funny huh? I dunno y I hav lotsa idea to write it on but I just keep losing it..terutamanya bila internet is not part of my daily life anymore..anyway….my housemate got 3g hp and what makes the life better is celcom starting to do some kind of prepaid broadband. Helloooooo……. They got it..sy pinjam ja and tumpang topup ahaha anyway..amir now back to work at his bro's cyber café..i started to get more and more….CHEAP and FREE access ..ahhahaha..gud for me huh?

Anyway …its 14 days after I off back tomalacca from sabah..i started to miss home ody and my nephew, eirfan eusoff so much..eventho dia itam nie keekek..

Too many conflicts within 6months period away from the friendship strings made me almost lost in many things that HAPPENED…a few of my CLICK having those times of SHAKING relationship and a few of them broke up..it doesn’t mean that they are sux kor what ..it just a matter of time and feelings mix a lot with unpredictable CONDITION..fuiyo..terms& condition apply hahahah…anyway..for those yg single again..trust ..in FAITH…<----bkn faith hill ar ..


p/s….alah bkn kita single sebab apa pun..KITA YANG JUAL MAHAL actually ahhahahahha