a year that gone and the bless that came in

what will you do when i lost ur hope before and all come in a day?/what a bless huh??duno what to say since its midnite now and i need to sleep but i do promise u and me..i'll write abt it later...my dear poor blog....i never forget about you only the time that constraint us apart...


p/s......pergh...ayat manis punya

how CHI saved my life...

3 chinese guys taught me a lot....

1st ....26 years old..working in banking and investment sector..oversea graduated...sabahan chinese..workaholic to death<3am>...he letme see on how the guy from a very playful guy to a very committed and determination to survive in the real world of financing..owned a condo in damansara and open minded towards my childish behaviors...he is a nice guy just the point of his life is to get promoted this year!!hahah<-----a bit sad sometimes lookin at him still working eventho he got sick..

2nd...25 years old....self employed as he failed his SPM and the willingness to gained experience led him to Singapore and became the bartender...he is very gentle to everyone..just a bit hard to be understand but still bukan jenis ambil kesempatan ah...not hamsap guy la...he graduated from Stamford using his own money that he earned working in Singapore b4....now he is applying to work in the UK using the holidays working visa for 2 years in UK....what he taught me was....failed in study doesn't mean u will fail in everything..once u got will to learn..then HE will show u the way...

3nd...31years old guy...keep saying he failed his stpm but still can owned a condo in KL....see???crazy these people..when he asked me my expected salary...this year..another 5 years ..and so on...i just realized that i left many things behind me....he teach me a lot..on how to handle a life and be more focus in achieving anything u want in your life.....made me think......too much thinking................

what had i done in my life?.....apa harta yg ada?....smua?rumah?kreta?duit?apa yg ada???????

p/s................................i had nothing and still owned nothing....i need to save my life!!!

focusdistraction.my

done with two papaers for my final but still have another ways to go..went to the library this morning end up i cant even read a paragraph at all...am losing my focus...tired sick and almost hopeless...i wanna go home. thats all.......

p/s............hate

LIBRARY.GLASS.CROWDED!!!<--memory need to be deleted.

lebri level 1?=crowded!!!!!
lebri level 12?=crowded!!!!!!

adus....what happen? ya la final mah...gettin stressed on ...almost insane sda ni...people keep coming to the library since dorang pun lebih kurang ja like me...if at home..damn hell in my head i just cant stop thinking main game kalo xpun..tidur..apalagi kan...aiyo...i have a special story about our library specially when it made all around glasses..sounded like glass house ah? sort of..but from here there is lotsa inspiration actually..trutamanya sepa2 yg tgk sepa2 yg dorang admire la lalu lalang hahahah like me...past 2 years ago huhuhu wanna tell you but still lotsa work to do..

p/s.....i still can see him here...same as before..at the library..tru d glass (-.-)....just next a few tables to be exact<----mentality distruction!memory wish to be deleted!

As one in a PERFECT ways..

As what I believe am getting lazy to write on my blog eventho thres lotsa things that happen to me ..i dunno why…when people talking about how in the age of 20's can makes people feels like on the top of the world, I heard a lot on realization that 20's is a world of searching on what and how you decide and make yourself to the top..

I know my hot tempered attitudes will makes people runaway from me even if its not now maybe later this kind of things might be happen..so..its so attracted me when I online today..i found that aideel used 'UR MY ANGEL' to resembles his feeling to his gf..he is my best friend and a brother to me..am so happy to see him happy just like now.. And I like to make a mess..just to make another stressing conversation..should I say that I love this kind of conversation? Hahahah hey! It is an eye opening anyway..its a share of thought and different opinion ..make it simple..nah..its another way makes the perspectives gettin larger ..he tried very hard to explain on it..the funny thing is I get his idea but he still thinking I didn’t get it right..nah..padan muka sapa suru cakap sy panas baran ..sllu pms in control kunuk!amik ko!panas sendiri..hahaha

Then it became more thinkable when angel..nice kind…that pple must be perfect..but is that perfect in what way? In a kind way? In a lovely way?...i dunno what all of u will think but for me..a PERFECT means..

once u make a mistake..u admit it on how u make it.
u says sorry when u know u r d one dat makes that thing wrong
U obey when u should
U stop when u asked to do so
And u admit that you are NOT a perfect person….

That’s how makes people perfect in my eyes….

p/s….it is only my thought about it..i not forcing you to believe it but what about to give a chance to think about it?...doesn't it sounds to perfect when you are NOT PERFECT (^_^)~

DAtiNg Online!

once in a while...keep on thinking lotsa things that happen around me ..makes me freak out and laugh at the same time..last year my friend,ANAS did our BEL presentaion on DATING ONLINe..wa...i thought that kindda of funny..but to realize on what happen to the environment nowadays..its hard to tell and know whether that person is a single or not..that is how the MIRC..YM all those FACEBOOK and etc plays the main role..

a few days ago, zul told me that he knew his girlfriend from Friendster..wa....he don't even know the girl was in Ireland taking a medical courses..and now they had been 3 years together! and the blog post that made by MEL that how she and her guy made up as a pair! gosh they are form MIRC! and many of my friends also know their partner from the mirc and all those kind of messenger ...see!!!!

aiyo..but it is true..even tho people says that we don't even know if the people in the virtual world is real and being honest to us but in the reality world also happen this kind of stuff..maybe because people now don't have time to search for a partner..who knows...only GOD know the time for us to meet our partner..

p/s......been ages in MiRc and YM....never think about this virtual friend can be a partner...LoLS..or...maybe i should try?ehhhehehe

afdlin shauki makes me fall in love and cry

Afdlin Shauki

the big name in the industry but he only attracted me in those kind of film which show the comedy and fun way (..sometimes spastic ni..)but for me the Malay film is not a film that i will eager to watch in the cinema except Dunia Baru the Movie..(one and only Malay drama that i followed cuz funny ni drama wor...)..ever wonder on how the Malays films nowadays lack of many kinds of life elements before made me only see SEPET as one of those films that can fight to other heavy film in the industry before. the truth about life and whats really happen to our daily life..

Afdlin Shauki

still attract me for every commercials on the TV and last 2months..i turned on my astro when i watched V.E music clips <>i saw him on the vc..and the photography, colors and the editing from that film really bind my eyes straightly to the TV..even the songs lyrics punched the storyline to a very strong feeling to keep on watching it..and yes...it was ...

SEPI...

a story about people ..a people like us..feel lonely when we are alone and feel the loneliness among us..either you realize it or not..for this story..i would like to say that the storyline is strong..the connections are real connected and the message that they are trying to give us full of meaning on how we should appreciate our daily life..and how we see love in many kind of perspectives and open my eyes...i would give 2 thumbs up for this film and the character of ADAm by afdlin shauki is one of the main attraction ..the presentation of life and love was fully blend.

p/s....sy tgk ni ada jg la terasa SEPI yala..single mah..tp xpa...masi muda ba..nangis la juga sedey ba tgk tony eussof tu..kalo la bf sa chef buat kek makin bulat la sy ni!<---hantu mkn kek!